Entries for April, 2006
April 25, 2006
Sock it to me.
unbeknownst | 04:15 PM
April 28, 2006
Carrie Bradshaw Moment
How much do I want to know?
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How important is the past to a future?
How much distance can you put between your mistakes and your effort to pick yourself up from the mess you've made of your life?
(warning: rambling ahead)
A person's past determines his character -- so the reasons why you love the person you're with are mainly because of how he was molded by his past. But how much of that do you want to lean? Do you need details? Names? Dates? More descriptions that you know would only kill you? Every reality he had that once was, even if it's all in the past, is still a reality without you. Why is that thought so difficult to deal with?
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When will I ever learn to give my trust? I mean really trust someone. I can't go on forever blaming what happened to me for it. It's been years -- I should be over it already. It seems like my mind adapted all these ideas and insights but my emotions got stuck somewhere.
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All these thoughts sparked by a chick flick. Wow.
42 tweaked.
unbeknownst | 06:57 PM
