it's a sad sad world when a girl could break a boy just because she can

I.  Now that's what you call a title (courtesy of my crazy girlfriend, Fiona Apple, thank you very much).  Fits perfectly for my current dilemma 'cause yeah, I'm about to bring on the heartbreak on someone.  Oh well, he's just a boy.  And me likes men and those on the other side.  It's a viscious cycle, actually.  I break someone's heart, then move on to the next pretty face just to get broken into pieces.  And then I do the breaking once again as if I haven't learned anything from karmic retribution.  So yeah, boohoo.  To the them that I've disappointed: don't worry I'm never gonna find happiness.  That's what I get from not having satisfaction on something or someone or someone or something.  Sounds comforting, eh?

II.  I hate this day just for the reason that I hate this day.  And oh, I hate this day.  And it's all because I wasn't able to blow dry my hair.  Bah.

III.  I have a little girl's voice.  It's not cute.  I couldn't even recognize it whenever I'm hearing it on my headset.  It's like listening to someone else who's just copying my own words.  Hrm.

IV.  So enough of all the weirdness and drama, this last note is for my girlfriend Shey who is celebrating her 22nd birthday today!  I like birthdays.  It's the time of the year when the celebrants should be treated as the most important people in the whole world.  Happy happy birthday, Shey!  Aw and I heart you! 

 

 

Sock it to me.

ekatarina | 06:00 PM

i wasn't looking for nobody when you looked my way

you always end up beside me in the stickiest of situations.

the first and the second.

and the third one in the dance floor.

maybe you're here to save me?

alright then.

i'm gonna hold on tight

Sock it to me.

pisces | 07:58 AM

Bickering homestyle

Random-

• today felt like forever
• today felt like forever, but I just said that right?
• today has been an Everybody Hates Jen day thereby sprouting the Yaya You're Such a Loser feeling in me
• I cant wait for the weekend to come
• lost is me
• ever tried Jell-o shots? They make good company for perpetual highness.
• I want to quit. I always want to quit whenever shit happens.
• I just realized how much of a sloppy wobbly chicken I am. Fuckett.

Kbye.

Sock it to me.

sinagtala | 07:32 PM

The Question Is

I really should apologize to my Tabulas blog. This blog, which once held all the innermost thoughts and imaginings that I could muster (no matter how sophomoric) has been reduced to the clutterfuck that houses all of my frustrations. I will only post here for one reason and one reason alone, and what that reason is is for me to know and for you readers to never find out.

But I guess, in a way, that's an homage to the blog service. Like an old friend you can trust with anything and everything without having to stay in touch. This, I think, is how I treat Tabulas these days. I mentioned in a previous post how one of the best things about the service is the anonymity, but I think it's more than that. The community's become so big that for the first generation of bloggers who've moved on to other greener pastures, you can post something without keeping it private, and it's as good as your next best-kept secret.

In a way, this has become the one place where I can say

 

So where the bloody hell does that leave me?

Sock it to me.

kilawinguwak | 01:57 AM

can she listen to you like i do?

Sock it to me.

pisces | 08:32 PM

quick notes

1. What a way to start my week at work.  Really.  It’s bad enough that I don’t feel comfortable at our new floor.  It’s too narrow and there are stuff cluttered here and there, plus the rest room is freaking far from my station (read: chaka).  And yeah, my headset just sabotaged my first three calls.  So there goes my first QA for the month.  Barbarbarbarbar.

 

2. Owww, have you seen the moon lately?  It’s B-E-A-utiful!  Jupiter and Mars are just above it.  It’s like a cosmic affair!  Imagine that, we get to have a glimpse on the rest of the universe by just looking at the magnificence of the night sky.  And of course there are the staaaars.  I’m speechless.

 

3. And eeeekkkk!  I just found out that MTV has already released The Daria Diaries!  Daria! The hardcore nerdy anti-social of Lawndale High!  Daria! The angsty daughter of Helen and Jake Morgendorffer who ruled in words!  Sorry my dear Haruki Murakami, I heart Kafka on the Shore and would love to place it in my bookshelf of fame but Daria is loveee and on Friday I'll finally gonna have a crisp copy of her highly-anticipated book (at least for nerds like me, that is).  Teehee.     

 

Sock it to me.

ekatarina | 06:59 PM

i want a breeze and an open mind

im scared of you. and what you can do to me. 

Sock it to me.

pisces | 09:09 PM

things have changed for me

NO means NO.

and no thanks means no thanks. 

Sock it to me.

pisces | 04:03 PM